I understand and totally get how the story about my case can be fodder for many jokes and I can even laugh at myself most of the time. But unless you took a deep, intimate interest in the issues presented in the Cannibal Cop case, chances are you haven’t really thought about how this case relates to everyone in society.
The issue of thought crimes is one reason I wanted to write this book. Maybe a more important reason for me, personally, is the feeling that I owe it to myself and everyone who wholeheartedly believed in my innocence from the day I was arrested to finally get the accurate, true story out there. There was a lot that happened here that the average person doesn’t know about. The group who did the documentary about my case told me that they would get that stuff out, but they failed miserably and they did not make a firm stand for my innocence like they told me they would. Thanks to the people at WildBlue Press, I have a forum to finally correct the record.
When people ask me how I would describe the book, the best answer I can give is that it is as honest as it can be. It is brutally honest, and as a result, there are going to be sections of this book that are going to be a challenge for some people to get through. But this book is also going to run the gamut of the emotional spectrum. I think you’ll laugh at me, you’ll laugh with me, you’ll hate me, and some might even get misty eyed and feel sorry for me. I’ll take you through some of the darkest days of my life.
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I’m going to tell you every embarrassing detail about my sexual fetishes. I’m also going to tell you my thoughts about the NYPD, and my former colleagues who claim now that they supported me from the beginning, but left me and my family completely in the dark and turned their backs on my lawyers when they asked them for help. I’ll tell you my thoughts about my ex-wife, share some of our happiest moments together and give you the truth about what life was really like in our home with documented proof. You’ll get my very honest thoughts about the FBI agents and US Attorneys who tried to put me in prison for the rest of my life, and did so by blatantly misrepresenting many facts and lying at a rate that was just astonishing to anyone who was paying attention.
I won’t ask you to understand what arouses me sexually, or ask you to support it. I won’t ask to be loved by the masses. I will hope, however, that the people who are most disgusted and repulsed by everything that I wrote on the Internet can conclude that I should not have been in prison, charged with a crime that would have put me away for the rest of my life. I think that after reading this book, you’ll get there.
WARNING: This book contains graphic fantasy material of a sexual and violent nature. It is intended for Mature Audiences only.